hey KaWans..............

hey kawan,
where u guys been ... "lama tak jumpa"
seem like so long never meet ... "dah gi mana"
busy with gf/bf ...hehehe... "sibuk kat makwe/pakwe wei"
when only v can meet... " bile nak jumpa"
miss u guys so much... "rindu sungguh la kawan"
my lovely kemaman geng...
try to find time to hanging out ... "carilah masa gi lepak"
at least for this year...
waiting u guys to go clubbing.. hehe. specially dedicated to 2 ah moi!
pakai molek molek ah...
jom gi pancing abang abang kat sane..
hahaha...

eve's wish: hope v can meet soon ! with love!

tHeSiS

busy with my thesis recently... busy searching for journal, busy contacting the researches n etc etc... Feel super duper happy when I able to find the researchers email, yet, feel a littleeeeeeeee bit frustrated when result turn to zero !!!!
oh ya.. some researches are damn so helpful... they replied my email super fast... mostly within an hr... but I am super dumb, sometime will email them for few times to get some confirmation... hahaha.. so paiseh u noe... but out of my expectation, they did help ! they even said something encouraging to me... so touch! feel like want to give them bear hugsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
hahaha... (p/s : i like "ang mo" ma)
Their unconditional assistance and motivation as if the silver lighting from the cloud.. giving me the inspiration to work hard, spirit to fight ... haha ...
so work hard eve... believe that you can
*syok sendiri*

best question !

human always has a choice! i do, you do, she does and he does also! what makes a discrepancy is the way you make your choice..I like to think twice, what the pros, what the cons, and sure what the risks of taking the choice! i used to plan, and i hope things happen like i wish.. i always thought this is a wisely thought until one day, some1 asking a question which i end up saying nothing!
he asked " what if there is time you need not to plan at all, and plan is not necessasy at all?" yes, true, why i want to have so much plan although sometimes it's nt necessary... why i wanna make everything stick to a desire formulation and allow no exception!
this was absolutely the best ever question pointed in my life... n yes, it really drove me to think and to reflect myself !

懊恼人生

有时觉得自己的人生不比别人精彩， 总是那么的乏味，平淡！ 是我习惯了淡淡无味的生活程式，还是我就是实实在在的乡下人！是我无法融入城市人的花花宇宙，还是我无法跟上他们的步伐与思想。。。 对着这些问题，有的只是无奈。。。 我并不是嫉妒别人的精彩，我只是嫉妒自己没有别人有的勇气！我习惯了被保护，也习惯了选择我自认明确及secure的choice。。。 我害怕的不过是抉择过后所须付出的代价！

to some1 who called mR.sUrreNDER

The word surrender made me feel the sense of victory! ya.. i know... it sounds bad because we should live in an equity life form...and we promised that we will! i know u feel 委屈because of my childish thinking, irrational actions, and my hundred and one self called "principles"...sometimes, i am stupid with my own cognitive theory and thus, when u r not congruent with my thought, i will angry silently... silent= killing as this will speed up my emo level...........................................and "ting ting ting"...i explode !!!!!!!

sorry for making you to feel bad sometimes although you are not in a good mood as well .. mr surrender, i want to confess, I am not that alert sometime! so, dun ever try to hide the emo side of yours from me! I will not only there for you when you want to share your laughter with me, yet, I will be always there for you when you wanna share your doubts and tears with me! i dont want to be the second person in the world who know your thing, i hope i will become the first because this is what i did and still doing right now! you can think that i am possesive but promise me, dont feel that i am controlling you because i never mean to!

sorry for all the stupidness that i had done... thank you for still holding me till now... hope we can hold both of us to the countless of day...will do, right? hehe

the revival of my blog !

It had been a long time i didnt step in my so called "memoryland"... not because it had been totally forgotten, just everytime when i feel like knocking the door and enter it, i feel empty from inside, my inner part... i had so much random thought and complicated feelings which end up i losing the final determination to put anything in words... i found myself no longer having the ability to write in speed, to write with feelings and emotion... am i drying of feelings and emo? nope, absolotely nope! i just a bit conquered by laziness.. Soooooooooooooooooooooooooo, now eve is reviving ! eve is coming back for blogging! eve is landing again in her so called 夏娃之乐园！hence, more stuff and spices in life will be shared with all dear-er and dear-iest ! stay tune !hahaha